Jup, he's still together with his girlfriend, and I'm watching it happen, every day, over and over again ..

First of all: I'm sorry for the hugh spelling mistakes I'm probably going to make, but I'm just a blond girl from Belgium, so forgive me ^^ ( I do my best.)

Well, at last I can write something!

I've been trying 3 months, but it didn't work, and it was really pissing me off..

About 6 days, we (= my team and me, or The Sharks like they call us - I know, I hate the name to) 're leaving to Denmark. I've been looking out for this since we came back last year. It was so amazing, and I hope it will be even more funny, although Sophie is not going with us this time..

Mmh, the bad side of the whole "holiday" is that I'm going to miss Wouter..

Yes, I confess, I like the guy. And not a tiny bit, I'm afraid..

And yes, you're all thinking: "well, tell the guy that you love him, and it will all be fine" but that's just the problem. I have told him that I'm in love, and he loves me to. And NOW you're thinking: "well, what's the problem?" - And the problem is that he has already a girlfriend, for 3 months now.. And it sucks. It really sucks. He doesn't see her very much (yes, 2 times in 3 months isn't much, I think..) but anyhow, he's still in love with her. And he's thinking of breaking up with her, because she lives too far, and yes, a little because of me, but I don't know if that is what he's really going to do. To be exact, he's with her right now.

And I'm hoping that he has seen the light, chooses for me, and break up with her right now, but honestly, I don't think so.. And I know, I'm mean, if you see what I've just written. And it's not my meaning to be mean, but it's just how I'm feeling about this whole situation.

Anyway, I like the guy, and the whole Mc Donalds has seen it Friday. Yes, it was a kind of a love story (with a sad end)..

Friday we went to the Mc Donalds, just to celebrate that the week was over.

We all came in (we were with 6 people; Caro, Geertrui, Jarno, Jens, Wouter and me), ate something, then everybody went to order an ice cream, and just the two of us left.. There was nobody in the ''room'', except he and I, and he came closer. He looked into my eyes, and I looked back. Still he came closer, still looking into my eyes. We were standing there for a minute. It was like the whole world was standing still, and everything disappeared, except us. Cause we were standing there, nose to nose, just the two of us, still looking into each other's eyes, and then we closed our eyes.. And then EVERYBODY CAME IN.

Nevertheless, it was one of the most beautiful days in my life, and I mean that.

Pfoee.. I'm kind of.. relieved now I've told about all my damned feelings.

But still I'm going to miss him about 6 days, and still I hope that one day, he'll break up with his girlfriend..

So far this (short?) newsflash.

Thank you for your attention.

Xx Saar